Because trying to find information on the long histories abusive people in vulnerable online communities instead of only having hearsay leads to a lot of dead ends with what "archival" there is being from places like ED and KF who mix it in with their distortions and outright lies
also lmao i'm going to have to finish actually reading hot allostatic load because it and situations it gets linked in are both part of the context of this
actually nevermind this is a really bad idea